Monday, February 1, 2016

Decision

I left my job.......I am embarrassed and not proud of it, BUT, I know my limits, I know my depression triggers, the job was too much for me.  It was supposed to be 10-12 hours a week, it ended being 32 the first week.  I think I know why they have trouble keeping employees there. Perhaps if it was a smaller store ,not a huge bulk store, it would have been alright, the amount of information they expect you to retain and learn in a short amount of time was overwhelming, I wasnt sleeping, I was upset and I couldn't take it anymore.  I am lucky to be in a position to choose , I have time to find another job, one I am more comfortable with, one with dogs hopefully.  I have a bit of a cushion now from my moms estate.  I AM going to look for another job, I HAVE been looking , everyday actually.  Please dont judge me, I do that enough on my own :(  

4 comments:

Aleks W said...

Good For you! It is a really hard decision to make and you should be proud of yourself that you chose yourself and your health. So glad you have the freedom to make that decision!

onecollie said...

thanks for your support Aleks W !

Dianne SS said...

You are a brave and wise person to have quit that job. Continuing to try to do something that was making you unhappy and unwell, was not good for you at all. There will be something out there, I am sure.

onecollie said...

thank you Dianne, your support & help through my decision was so appreciated ,
xoxo