Joanne is on my mind every second of my day. I have only talked to her once since she was placed in the Hospice. She is heavily medicated as her pain is increasing so it is hard to speak with her. She is in and out of consciousness and is very weak. My sister Debra is going to Thunder Bay this weekend to visit, I wish I was going back with her. My brother and his wife are there every single night, it helps me to know they are there. Jane is there every day so she is happy as well to have Brian there at night so she can be at home at night caring for the kids, I worry about her as well as she is just so lost , its all just so sad.